Marriage
Happy forever is good,but wht if Unhappy forever ?
I did saw a lot of my friends getting married lately...
[ O-M-G.i'm 24 jor this year ]
no more teenage dream :(
Realise one and two and three of my friends getting
pregnant,born babies,have nice family, im so envy ...
i keep wondering when will i have the moment like that ?
i've always been hoping to have my own family
have a lovely husband who cares me
have few kids be with me
have a nice house ( a warm one is enough )
i've been dreaming since.... age 17 ..
my mr.right was with me that time,but...
it was a sad story in the end
having a such bad ending,making me felt
lost of trust in marriage life soon...
i always hate myself for giving myself soo big hope
but then when i felt,who knows?
i always met the one who i feels is myself the one
who hoping so much to married...
WTF with Married life with me?
what the fears im having actually?
im born out from a broken family....
pitying myself ? for not having a nice family ?
for not being love n cares ?
what the heck im hoping so much in married ?
My brain been thinking when im going to wed wed wed
since age 17 again !!!
but i do notice ,
many ppl end up teribble after tht WED !
and why the heck i still sooooooo wanting to WEDDING !!
envy ?
what if ......
themselves have their own relationship problem that i dun knw?
that the fact is they're showing their happy face out in their
shout out Twitter,FB,MSN,SMS but the "peria" part
they finish it into their own stomach??
I don't believe that BEFORE married and AFTER married
the problems that occur will SETTLE itself!
they'll be problems everywhere when there's human!
Money is first,second is attitudes,third is babies!
I've saw so much of broken families issue.Friends from
happily ever after become singles all sudden,the kids having
their own step-mama and step-papa,some of the kids even
been taken by their grand-mama coz of their father n mother
separated and no ones wana take the kids with them.
So pathetics.
The real reason behind,no ones know...and no ones to be blames.
I'm envying the nicest part,of being a beautiful brides....
taking the nicest pictures with your loves ones,in a very nice
view,where you can show out ur smiles,that u felt u're the happiest
woman on earth!even universe ..... *at that moment*
when you step inside a beautiful garden,all your friends was there
clapping,watching over you,showing you're honour of arrivals...
when all the photographers snapping the pictures like paparazzi,
where your prince charming there,standing in front,looking at you,
smilling,seems like waiting for you,to come into his arms.....
i wonder when will that time arrives..
i wonder will i have the same wedding....
the key to happiest moment , is Money .
without money,you only can have a wery simple wedding.
A wedding without pictures,a wedding without friends
sharing all the happiness with you,a wedding without wedding gown...
Does it matter anyways?
Think for it.....
a realistics womans,or a woman who have this kind of dreams
will felt this is once a time in life ... so she felt a wedding without
everything sets is not a wedding ...
while..
a woman who only treasure his man
will felt as long as she is with the man she loves,without nicest
wedding gown,nicest photoman,nicest dinner reception , is not a matter ....
as long as the man she's chosen is the right one,everything doesn't matter anymore..
It's hard to get a man that can move with you until the end of your life.
so when he's the right one,shouldn't we being appreciate? :)
p/s reader : i just sharing my thought,if you don't like my
thought,u can dun read this post,but anyway,thanks for finishing it
if not you wont read this last msg from me :)
*Qi-Er*
