Life is unpredictable..It's been a year pass 3 months we've been together
with the so-called bad cum cool cum LC cum playboy man =,=''
(so called as outside the most bad man tht everyone's insulting)
But i can answer them all i fully accept his imperfectness
and im here to help him to achieve the perfectness for ourselves
Not for them.And proudly to says, he's a best man .
He had some special character that you guys doesn't know about it..
Ofcos imperfection always happen...and i doubt it and complains a lot
about it...it's not because he's wasn't the one im looking for..
it's because im the one making everything seems complicated
as i'm still , up to today , complaining , and stupidly comparing
to others as well ... why he like this , why he like that ..
why just he's not enough caring like others?
why he's just not that loving and why he's so f***ing cold-blooded
when i was freaking tired and need his loves and concern..
why when im sick,all he can says is that "go n take medicine"
without filling some love in his word...
It's because God create every mankind with different type
of caring and loving attitude. Even god himself do agree that
he is not making everyone 100 percent perfect...
and i'm now trying to make this "my man" to be more perfect
than god's creation?How fool am i ....
I can't make him into a perfect man,and yet,i should accept
his imperfectioness.i bet,i grow up a bit....
(if u know me well,u wil suprise i say so)
After analysis,i realise that he is not that bad anyway
At least,he is a "house-guy" to me...he knews how to help in the
laundry,cooking,fixing things esp. electrical,fixing computers,
helping me out to entertain my good puppy when i was super
tired after calling it a day from office....
even take tuala for me when i ask him to ...
when there's moisquitos in the kitchen,he even help me to put
on the moisquitos coil ....
even boiled hot water for me to bath (although sometimes only)
still feel grateful when i calculate his Good..
He is better than other guy outside....at least he is not those
who doesn't know how to cares a house
ok i mean a house (everything in the house) .....
ya im complimenting him.....
cos i really feel he is too independent enough to be himself..
i found a really nice guy who can independent in taking care
of a house,and could really take care of a family.
God just gave me once in a lifetime of a guy that i need.....
Each guy with different attitudes and manners.And im here
to pick which one is the best for me....
God once gave me a guy that is Rich,good manners,doesn't
even say No,obedients to me,spends on me,bring me for good
food,sent food to me in office,treats me like a princess...but
doesn't romantic,si-ban ban attitude,doesn't creative,always
stay in the house,games always,and yet super mama-boy....
even fixing the stuff also need to calls someone to help out.
even making a decision also with a kinda lame attitude.
doesn't even have the right to speak and stand still at house afterall :(
God also once gave me a guy that is not so rich,
have a wery bad temper,sensitive,action plus good for nothing
except showing off his cars,speak before brain plus show off his
"sek siu siu ban toi biu" attitude!but he is romantic enough to cheer up
my heart....knows how to catch my heart with fancy ideas,bringing
me to travel on road...
From where im making all the comparasions,
God is here with me,giving me so much choice...to let me see
which one i should choose to be the right one...
I met many guys with different type of attitudes
As i did say,some can be BF,some can be husband...
some may not even be BF nor husband but Friends...
The one im with now....i know he did had many bad bad bad attitudes
beside the good ones i list above..and yet,i did complain to him as well..
but today,im blogging that i might be able to accept his imperfectionest..
i know he might be not the guy i always wanted,and there's a lot out there
which god might plans for me to choose again, yet ... i still feel that
i wanna be with him ... even how bad he is, i hope that he'll realise one day
that i'm here to be with him...
although sometimes im in the moment of suffering of matching
both of ours attitudes and behaviour,i still wont give up...
i will try my best to be his perfect 1 =)
We'll be hitched next year...I hope everything goes smoothly..
like grandma always told me before,as long as a guy knows
how to cares the family,doesnt cheat on me,bares some of the
expenses for house,he is a good guy...
"attitudes always can bring it on adjust,and it depends on how u two think"
she talk with me about this since the 1st time i've date
and i feel she's talking the right thing..
Qi-Er
